Bad Mood Days

Some days are naturally better than others for various reasons, good weather, got to sleep in late, breakfast is ready when you awake from such sleep, your alive, you didn't drink the night before, you love someone and they love you back, your gst check magically shows up in the mail when your not expecting it...all such things can just make a great day and for a great mood.

and then there are those same days that you would think would lead to a great mood and for some reason your just bummed out, angry, not happy at all. I proclaim to be an emo boy...but thing is I am generally happy 24/7 and not the happy because I smile the simling becuase I'm happy style. But then I would say about 6 days out of 365 (on average) I wake up and I hate the world, I Just don't want to get out of bed because I am crabby. Now its not to say I don't have bad days but I usually don't want to bring others down so I keep the happy dispostion. But I am talking bout the certian days where nothing bad has even happened yet and I am just in a horrible mood...welcome to today...no real reason when i woke up to be angry at the world or anything but maybe I just sensed it was going to be a bad day...which it wasn't...the sun was shinning, I watched family guy and best of will ferrel, I made myself a rad lunch and supper to boot!

you know what I don't wanna bring y'all down and I really just don't feel like typing anymore becuase I am going nowhere except complaining about nothing...I'm going to write a song..maybe something depressing will come out and this bad mood will have been worth it!

p.s. I will probably delete this so I shouldn't even post it...blah!