In with the snow

Comming in with the snow:

snowmen. hardcore long days at the Uni. G-man movin home. Daneel commin home. B-town possibly moving. Yellow snow. Some intense stomach butterflies. Melting. A new found passion. Alf is back...in teddy bear form?. creamy cucumber salad dressing debacle 2005. 7 dollars a week. 3 new songs in one day. I haven't written a new song in about 3 months and today alone I have 3 new ones. discovery of acting truth. A new winter coat perhaps. The date nearing to sunshine and surfing. Chirstmas oranges. Basketball. Spending money that I don't have. Thus Being Poor. That horrible feeling in your stomach (all my best is with you Rickdaddy).

I have quoted this before but today it rings truer than ever before: "Dream like you'll live forever. Live like you'll die tomorrow." - James Dean

I love the snow...especially when it is snow like it is today. The build a snowman, make a snow-angel with your shirt off, throw snowballs till your arm feels like its going to fall off, create a fantasy world inside your very own fort, can write your name it without the negative effects haha...you know that kinda snow!! The best part about this years is that it waited til after Hallowseve (which I got about 3/4 of a pillow case full of candy this year...whata haul!!)...also got to dress up as the guy from the alexander kieth's commercials (spilly talker etc.), a vibrator and good ole superman!!

Do you remember things like bublegum promises?? (which is the title of one of my new songs...its jack johnson esq...you know without the being amazing and all part!) But seriosuly do you remember those days of bubblegum promises, blood brothers and pinky swears. Do you remember when they meant something. As in if you were to make any one of these gestures you would keep it no matter what, come hell or high water you would keep that simple promise, swear or oath. Your best friend told you who he liked or about some great place for a fort but made you pick scabs and put them together so you became blood brothers and you could never tell another soul. Your parents ask you where you're going and you would just say "to jimmy's" and jimmy's parents would ask and he would say "to carl's" and you would go to the fort because not even those that birthed, clothed and fed you were good enough to know where this place was. When do we lose that utterly complete belief in the meaning behind our words and actions. Why do we lose this?? It is in things like these that we learn trust, loyalt and to be true to one another. But then somewhere down the road we make a promise to a friend but something comes up so we have to reschedule, or we just kind of forgot and hope they understand, or We just didn't think it was that important...etc. I propose going back to Bubblegum Promises, Blood Brothers and Pinky Swears because then the trust in humanity and those surrounding you would become unconditional.

Anyway that is enough rambling for today...Hope y'all are doing well!!

P.S. Daneel I have 5 c.d.'s ready just need the physical cd to burn it too!!! (damn this being poor thing)