Been A While

So I have been super busy lately and have not found the time for this Blog. But that reflects myself in fact. I haven't found time for Adam...and I know the exact reason for this! When I get disappointed, like super disappointed (which doesn't happen very often) I overload myself with outer distractions so that I don't have to deal with the problem at hand and just hope it blows over. Well I didn't get into U of A eductaion program, I made it all the friggin way up to number one on the waiting list and then my hope came crashing down with a simple email. And since that time I have not had any free time to myself because I haven't wanted to face the fact that I am now in my 5th year of university and I have 2 times been rejected for that which I have seeked, to get into the elusive education. What I am really trying to figure out is why when I become overly disappointed I bombard myself with all these outer distractions in hopes it will all go away and disappear....and I think the answer is simply that that is the way I deal with it, everyone deals with different thigns differently. I could sit here and analyze this to death and get no where. We just have to come to accept who we are and what we do and then come to peace with it!

Now that it's out I want to let it be know that I am uterly and competely happy right now. Everything (other than the ecu thing of course) is going so so perfect and now because of this minor set back I will be traveling, teaching another something later in life and just generally being the happy go lucky son of a bitch that I know and love. Whatever life feels like bringing on right now I feel ready for....so go ahead take your best shot but expect to have a left jab comming followed by an overpowering right cross cause this kid is in the ring and ain't backing down!

song of the day: The Mix Tape - Jack's Mannequin

Peace Everybody!!