It's Never What You Imagine...

It's not supposed to hurt like thins, I knew it was coming and yet was not at all prepared. Thank you rain for making it as perfect as it could possibly ever be. I will never, ever, ever forget you and can only wait on my friend fate...and Mr. Blue (he will be there for ya when you need em!)

fuck...time for the support system right now...hardest one out of the way, close second on sunday, close third on last tuesday and then 2 more before the week is over...to many damned goodbyes...

they didn't come in the notebook...but...