I am getting to old for this crap!

So I am going to start off with the fact that this title has nothing to do with the blog..I am just a busy boy thus I don't get on here enough but in no way am I too old fir this crap

Quick Note: go to google. hit the more button. got to the one that says video. type in adam peters the meaning. click the black and white icon of two guys ifront of a fire place. watch the christmas movie!!!

So what I am getting too old for is partying hard and tobogganing...so I haven't written since the christmas pub crawl which was absolutely amazing and we riased sooooo much money for a good cause and a great time was had by all. Last night I embarked on an idea of mine with some friends...a toboggan crawl. it goes bar sledding hill bar sledding hill bar and then party at my place...amazinf amazing amazing time but I am paying for it hardcore today cause every single part of my body aches (especially my knee cause I rammed into an ice barrier!!) Now the reason I say I am too old is that I am in so much pain and I had such a good time but I can't handle being "that guy" anymore...I want people to know I party but to not be all shocked when I want to stay home on a weekend night and cuddle up with the most beautiful and amazing girl ever..maybe if I lend her to them for a night they will realize...pppccchhh as if I would ever let that happen!!!

The real reason I come out of this over a month hiatus is to express the latest feeling I have experienced that I realize I have never experienced before: Being utterly and completely lost and freaked out!!

I start 2 weeks of teaching in Asquith on Febuary 26th.
Yesterday I met my co-op teacher.
Yesterday I feel as though I have nothing to offer other than humor and a smile to those kids. I completely blanked on sentence structure, nouns, pro nouns, adverbs, adjectives, grammar, who wrote to kill a mocking bird, etc etc etc...I feel like I just know how to do all the basics and have no way of remembering how I came to know these things. Sure I will be a great drama teacher cause I will have enthusiasm but I am supposed to be an english teacher because that is my major and other than creative writing I feel I have no knowledge of anything. I am freaked out...up to this point I have thought it is going to be a breeze and I know when I am up there I will be alright but I am afraid of being stumped multiple times by the little rascals in small town saskatchewan...I am not a guy that freaks out, this is not my style I am too laid back for this shit...I haven't told anyone yet. people in the college around me tell me all about how scared they are but they tell me cause they think that I will be able to help ease thier stress levels with my easy going demeanour and I usually help them...but where does that leave me, who the hell is there to calm me down..who the hell is going to slap my face ad be like "dude snap out of it you're going to be great and you know it. Quit it with this doubting yourself crap and just do it!"...maybe I will have to do it and who knows maybe come first day I will realize that hey its ok not to have a clue because those kids don't have a clue either but until then AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway I have some classes I really enjoy, I don't really want to grow out the party stage because I am running for student council and the social v.p. (party planner) for next year and I do know that everythings gonna be alright but for now I just need to slow down and take it all in!!

I also wanted to write today cause I miss alot of people and some of them I know read this thing and I just want them all to know they are still uber sweet!!

Also I injured my shoulder pretty awesomelike playing the stupid nintendo wii...though I did dominate...and my character we built looks scarily realistic!!

And I finally chopped off the mop, the flow, the loaf, the mass of hair perched atop my skull!!

And I was found on the steps of browsers the other day yelling at people to shut up cause some people are trying to sleep!

and I moved out and it friggin' rocks!!

And I gotta stop calling everyone "douche" cause teachers can not talk like that!1

And I am out...peace y'all!!