Balance

All of life is a balance.
Whether you believe this or not it is. For as many bad things that happens just as many good things happen. When life seems at its worst it can always get worse. But then eventually it will even out and will begin to seem at its best with all the opportunity to get better. Balance can never be found though if you give up on life. You can never achieve what you need to gain this stability if you take yourself out of the running.

ok so in my head this sounded all philisophical at like 2 in the afternoon at work...now 3 hours later it has almost completely left me.

Atleast I have started writing some of the script...none of this "man that is awesome I am gonna write a movie about that crap" stuff, I am seriosuly gonna sit down with my man jay and hammer this thing out...and probably hammer a few back, naturally!!

anyway Peace

your the voice inside my head

The Blind Guy Isn't Blind

What an amazing long weekend. Friday night/ saturday morning were so so very perfect and you know the baby being only 2 months in and having a closet to sleep in already seems perfect...haha stupid real esate lady believing heather was pregnant!! Saturday night did it up right with the boys and then at 3 am when I tried to get in the tent unsucessfully I decided (well my body decided) it was better if i slept head and shoulders in the tent and torso and legs out of the tent. Sunday brought out Blind Guy...Thats right i pretended to be a blind guy for an entire day without breaking character. About 40 percent of people didn't believe me....but the other 60 percent loved the blind guy....I broke a pinata...the CO's let me off of 4 drinking in public tickets because they thought I was blind...exact quote "you again, i thought I told you 2 hours ago to get back to your camp site and stay there" "I'm sorry sir my friends said we were going there and then we eneded up here...this isn't campsite 30" "this is 67...jeesh can anybody get this guy back to 30" "thank you very much kind officer man....you asshole!!"...monday I felt like death but in a good way, thus I went out to celebrate the 19th of the graham (happy birthday bud didly!) and naturally for ribs and wings. Anyway This post had no meaning accept to tell y'all how awesome it is to pretend to blind and that my heads all messed up right now....but in the really really really good kind of way!!!

As Days Go By

As days go by our brusies heal, scars become less noticable, smiles return, the rain shines and the sun comes out. As days go by we develop new bruises, new scars, new smiles are turned upside down, the rain dries up and the clouds cover the sun. And the things taht matter this whole time are what we do in between the bruises, what we did to get the scar, what it was that made that smile come and go away, where we were when the rain began to fall and when the sun came out. Its the times spent making KD and eating it by yourself staring at the wall while some sort of depressiing music is being played, its the time you go out for drinks with friends or friends of friends. Its the sunrise, the sun down, the stomach butterflies, the passion, the fights, the sturggles, the triumphs, the happiness, the sadness, the good and the bad...because as days go by Life happens.

Off to the lake for a few days of a long weekend

Peace from the newly mustached man

p.s. I'm gonna party like I'm andrew w.k.... but wash myself like a normal person!!

A classic/ classy blog...plus weak 1 (spelled wrong on purpose)

Apparently the bouncers don't like when you call thier joint classy 10 times in a row in a sarcastic tone...but i got coat check for free so it was pretty kick ass! and I offically sucked balls at poker but i had a good time singing the blues on the geetar "ooo my baby left me/ and now she is gone/ that bitch took my dog/ so I wrote me this song etc"...the night rocked until I couldn't find my friend and then I came home to go to sleep and woke up sleeping on top of a pizza box, ranch in the right hand, tigger in left, buck naked with a piece of pizza half stuck to my butt cheek...priceless...I think so!!

Classic dates are classic dates for a reason...they have stood the test of time and can always have a twist added on to make them more interesting!

Loaded Burg, Putt Putt, Pup Pup and Beauty Sleep Mask

Fudds
Ronda G.
Loaded and saucy
Adam
Peter
The built in napkin otherwise known as a beard
The ever so fashion conscience paper man
An innocent game of mini golf
Style stakes over
Hole in one from the water on lovers lane...coincidence???
Scores don't really matter...though I won!! obviously
A disapointing show of batting skills
girls only like guys with batting skills from both sides of the plate (no deeper meaning here...seriously!!)
Maggie
The worst shrieking jeloaus shy puppy ever
Bruce
Don't bring me dooooowwwwwwnnnn Bruce
Some bunny and cat
The crazy insane cat
A compact disc that so far is amazing
A out of tune geetar
A left behind sleeping beauty duck mask
An ever so sweet and long goodbye!

I seriously think I am just gonna start going over to this place so I can say goodbye...cause that would rock!!

First weak over and the reason I call it weak cause it is suck a slack postion and in no way should I get paid as well as I do for driving around on a gator all day...but thems the breaks I guess!! I love my job, and right now I love my effing life! not to rub it in...but look what you did, that was you!!

Ahhhh its good to have land...

peace!

Go F.....ly a Kite

Variables unknown
The task undaunting
Package one recieved with a smile and a whack of stomach butterflies
Package two retrieved from the back of the rodsters truck
Package three delievered to an approving best friend
The wind not cooperating
Who really cares
Kites up and away...and crashing down
A walk through the scary trees
A dead body that turns out to be a log
Bums and a fire bringin out the macho man
The stars
The big dipper
Jerry and Alan the cowboy
Make yourself a dang case-a-dilla works!
wings flapping so hard
The longest goodbye yet
The best goodbye yet

Go FLY A KITE!!!

(p.s. this was posted a few days ago but apparently I pressed save draft rather than publish post...damned technology!!)

Pick Up The Phone...

An innocent phone call
Anticipation mounted
An apparent wrong turn
An introduction
An amazing episode of family guy etc.
A blanket big enough for 2
A hook arm
Oragami swan
Comedian
Laughs at my stupid jokes
Nerves...oh so many nerves
A chance taken
Good intentions of leaving
Not letting go
What if'ing to sleep
Running through my mind all day
An endless smile...

To quote a good man: "Moral of the story: Life doesn't always suck" (sometimes it is sooo awesome!)

Night peeps

The Ride Home

Have you ever drove home from anything and for no reason what-so-ever you just kept smiling, no matter how hard you tried to stop yourself, no matter how depressing the music was you couldn't stop. You didn't care who saw that you were so completely giddy and happy that you smiled to the world and sang at the top of your lungs. THe only reason you are happy is because everything seems to be falling in place in everything, you pas things tyou thought you failed, you get things you thought were out of reach, you accidentally run into those who make you feel so good. I haven't felt this way in a long time...and in no way do I want it to stop

"I can smile when its raining" - mc rapzillatron...if you don't know who this is you soon will wink wink

anyway back to being normal for a little bit and not boasting about my happiness!

Weaknesses

Everyone has thier own special and unique weaknesses, and no matter how hard you try to be strong these certain things can break you down (noticable to others or not). Whether it be something like kryptonite for superman, or choclate for alot of people, or a person that no matter what makes you feel a certain way (good, bad, etc). Weakness is not someething to be ashamed of because everyone has them. The people you believe don't have them have just become very good a hiding them so only they themselves know that they are crumbling inside. Some weaknesses need to be hidden to help one get over it, some weaknesses need to be turned into strengths and then some weaknesses just plain ole need to be given into. When you can accept these weaknesses you can begin to build your wall, find your cure or know exactly when to give in!

Starting to what if again!! (last time Aug 16)

peace

Tire swings, a stubborn cd player and a quarter (well 4 of them)

Back roads, cows, dance barns, turd, turd, turd, wood ticks, heads left, tails right, dessert of the day, 3/4 a tank of gas, make yourself a dang case-a-dilla, der, bruno, teeter totter, teeter totter surfing, stone skipping, ball throwing, barb wire jumping, oasis prarie chicken finding, moo, stories about p, stories about anything, an ever so graceful fall off of the tire swings, dirty rural water, squeezin the ja-uuuuuuuuice buuuuuuuuuuuuuddy, death reflex, the talk, music, crazy secret plants where no one works on a wednesday and everything is fenced off but the front gate is open, insane old men and mini tents, suicidal birds, amazing weather = Awesome awesome awesome day!!

Wearing my classy pants

So don't really remember that last post which is kinda funny!

Had a job interview today...and nailed it, so much so that I was offered the job on the spot!! WOOT!!..probbaly because I was wearing my classy pants and cause the guy was jelaous of my beard!

I have a breard again...time to decide what to do with this one!

Calgary was kind of a let down in the hugest party i have ever been to department yet I had an absolutely amazing time!! though I have to admit that I am addicted...to streaking!! I have now streaked in 9 provinces in canada and 6 states in, well, the states!! its kind my thing i guess haha its quite sad that my thing is streaking but we are who we are!!

SKEET SKEET SKEET!!!

vintage clothes = awesome
trading shirts at the bar with some guy = definately not as awesome haha

apparently girls use cheesy pick up lines too!!
Girl: hey there
Me: Howdy
Girl: so do you come here often?
Me: hahahahahaha did you acctually just use that line
Girl: well umm I...I'm sorry
Me: hahaha its alright

oh man was she embarassed!

mesh shirts with the number 10 on them = awesome
mesh shirts with the number 7 on them and some wierd brown substabce = not so good

You no wan breakfast?

ok well this is quite possibly my randomest blog in a while...I promise the next one will have some substance worth reading...you know about my philosphies and what not...if you can call that substance!

CLEAR HIGH HEELS!!

THAT FUNNY STAYING AWAKE AT NIGHT FEELING!!

peace

THANK GOD I'M COUNTRY BOY...

boozin in the Calgary!

Chis payed for me to ge into the bar along wih the 17 others..that lis like 180 buck
I am not even mad...I am acctually quite impressed!!