Overtime

Going to write them down and they shall be updated when they can be.  You will know when they are done!!
I have so many unfinished songs...though the words are again starting to come since fate intervened!
Overtime
 
I've travelled side roads and walked down dirt paths
I've caught dirty looks and been on both sides of the laughs
I've cried when I was happy and smiled when sad
I've worn my heart on my sleeve and wrote it down on scratch pads
I've loved and I've lost and been caught up in day dreams
I've endured the good with the bad, the hugs with the screams
I've been down in the dumps and up on cloud nine
I've searched for the ladder and used it for both ways to climb
I've sucumb to my doubts and done the opposite of good
I've regreted some choice but would not change them if I could
I've learned from mistakes, scrapped knees and black eyes
I've made peace with the past and forgiven all the lies
I've appolagized without feeling and I'm sorry for that
I've wished I was different and that the words I could take back
I've felt pains in my stomach from swallowing guilt
I've lashed out at others from internal rage built
I've hid from the critics, true love and my fears
Never letting myself feel the hurt or relive the pain of falling tears
I've failed many times and still veiw myself as a success
I've often walked around naked just to feel the joy of getting dressed
I've let myself Believe again and live life Like sudden death overtime
Learned to never hold back because I've found a new thin line...